whenever I'm sad, I really can't find someone to talk to. ): all I did is crying and I feel so stupid for that. promise myself to be strong but did I do tht? LIFE. WHAT'S LIFE? I'm so NOT independent.

Today, my mother promised to send mii to Perth after SPM.. So, I will work vry hard from now. Btw, I really hope tht my parents will keep their promises but not just saying for fun. PLEASE DON'T MAKE MII DISAPPOINTED. (: yay. I must believe everything will b fine. (:

很多时候, 我笑得很辛苦。)):

Today, I learned to play ''Qi Sap''. It's really fun! Well, I dnt knw what happened to mii after tht. Seriously, during the he zhou.. My tears nearly dropped out. ); SHE IS THE ONE WHO MAKES MII SMILE. (: I was so bored without lavender n banana during pps duty today. A bad day for mii? Hmmm not really.


Thanks so much. xD

Wowwww. RUNNING MAN is really awesome! haha, I like Giraffe and Tiger so much! My study plan of today_______FAIL! I'm really crazy of watching korean drama.. lol. Yikessss! I dnt wnt to go !! HOME IS THE BEST cz i can escape from everything.

I dnt knw why I can't control my feelings today. /= Even if I dissapear in this world, I guess no one will realise right? I know I care you too much. I'm the one who alw find you. Perhaps you feel tht I'm annoying. In fact, I'm rly diff v you. You have lots of good friends and r an easy-going person but I'm just... So, you really meant a lot to mii. Do you know? You are the one who alw makes mii dissapointed and cry. I'm really sad whenever you find mii cz you need help from mii. I never felt your care to our friendship.

Seriously, life after pmr rly sucks. I thought I'll rly miss co. I guess I've rly changed. I dnt feel lik going co prac everyday. I dnt feel lik staying at class. I would rather stay at home. Well, sometimes I even feel tht watching tv is boring. I deactivated my fb acc. Is tht funny? I often played fb bfr pmr but I dnt play after pmr. I'm always avoiding myself from doing too much of thinking. I've made a decision. I dnt knw whether my decision is right or not. Haih. Can someone tell mii? D: I do care you but do you? I know I'm kinda stupid. I guess I come frm another planet. I don't rly understand humans.